Diriku

Assalamualaikum....

hehehe just want to tell u syg mgkin aq x secntk dan x sempurna yg kau impikan n semua org kata manusia x ada yg sempurna dan sentiasa ada kekurangan.. I know it tapi setiap manusia mempunyai impian, mgkin aq x seperti perempuan yg kau impikan.

Its oke syg i try utk jadi yg terbaik dan sentiasa membahagiakan kau. mgkin kdg2 aq ada teksr bhsa atau sakitkan hatimu  tapi sebnrnya aq xa da niat nak wat mcm tux hurm aq sndri x fhm sekrg apa yg aq inginkan..

Mgkin disebabkan kita berjauhan kalau dlu aq merajuk sennag jak pujuk dkt kan skrg dah cuti sem na jadi mcm nie lah jadi mcm org gilak aq..i try  utk control my emotion lah ...

1 more thing yg i trust adalah aq ada kekrgkan byk dan kau tlh lengkapkan kekrg q itu ,itu cukup kuatkan aq utk berthn bersama kau .. i hope it u also pikir benda yg sama ya syg..u are the best :) only u

my life :) ^^

Saya suka lagu nie sbb sya rasa sya maw gilak sdh dgr nie lagu hehehehe mgkin maksudnya mendalam kan knk lagi di hati hahahahahah blh mati trs 

Sejarah hdp ^^

       Kisah silam seseorg x akn prnh hilang jika org itu sendiri x mampu utk menghapuskan atau melupakan kisah silamnya. Sejarah dlm hdp kita nie boleh bwa  kebaikan kepada diri kita apabila kita jadikan sebagai pengajaran tapi jika seseorg just jadikan kisah silam dia sebagai kenangan ia blh memusnahkan dirinya sendiri.. Kenangan x mampu mengubah apa2 melainkan jika kita ingin kembali kepada masa silam kita dan memperbetulkan segalanya.

        Betul kata org x mudah kita melupakan kisah silam mahupun sejarah hdp kita tapi usha kita utk trs hidup itu msti ada supya kisah silam itu x mampu mematahkan semangat kita utk trs berdiri di bumi yg nyata ini. Sakit itu pasti dan pahit itu pun msti ada sblm kita bahagia kita msti lalui yg perit dahulu agar kita x lupa sapa diri kita di dunia nie.

        Buka buku baru mgkin x mudah, kita blh fhm tapi kita padamkan masa lalu kita demi org yg kita syg dan utk kebaikan kita sendiri juga x slh. Jika kita ingin bahagia kita sentiasa berusha utk mengecapi kebahagian itu bukan menghancurkan .

Kebaikan dan Pengorbanan

Utk berbuat kebaikan msti ada pengorbanan tetapi pengorbanan pun msti ada had jgn sampai diri kita terkorban mahupun org yg kita syg terkorban disbbkan sifat seseorg yg terlalu baik, sehingga org mudah utk mengambil kesempatan. 

Dri pandangan saya, kita sebagai manusia nie x boleh juga telampau kesian dekat org apa lagi berlawan jantina nie becuz akn mulai timbul sifat syg selepas kita kasian seseorg manusia tux.. Apabila timbul rasa syg mulai hati berputik menjadi cinta sehingga kita lupa diri kita siapa dan sebnrnya Allah hanya ingin menguji tahap kebijaksanaan seseorg manusia utk mengawal nafsunya. 

Apa2 pun setiap manusia ada kelemahan jika ada slh tlg tunjukkan jgn dibiarkan :) ^^

I really in love

Assalamualaikum....

      We are best friend, what people call it BFF hehehehe..he is my buddy if i or this man have a problem we will tell each other but we gonna fight just for a small matter and nobody want to loss oke . We start to know each other when i study at uitm sabah and we become close to each other start from sem 1 until 3.

     On sem 3 we have a big problem when people getting jealous with our relationship and i feed up when people start talking about me and him and i also think that this guy cannot to get closer to all our classmates becuz when he get closer to someone like me, he will always with u so i made decision to stay away from him until i feel that i loss him and sometimes i will getting jealous when i see him with the other girl. I always control my feeling and still think positive to see him happy and i want him to learn that he still can life if i 'm not around, until i get a strange feeling that i became shy when i meet him and i can't talk when i see his face aaaaa this feeling make me crazy oke hehehehe. 

     When i make this decision he try to accept it but at the same time he always remember me and bring me food. This guy is really special for me and he is my everything. Why i say like this becuz we start become couple on 11 Dec 2013 but i still have a strange feeling maybe becuz we are bff and lastly we love each other hahahahah its really crazy oke..

     I tell myself i will trust him 100% until he see my parent and i see his parent. This guys is really special for me becuz he will do anything for me oke just for me.. this guy make me crazy but u all know my mum really like this guy  before we start couple. 

       One more things, i want to tell everyone that i already in love and  i love him so much start from 6 May 2014. U all know i already take him to see my parent and my parent really like him okey and agree about our relationship and he also take me to see his mom and his whole family hahahaha we already face it. I try to defend our relationship until we get married oke syg is not are promise... insyallah oke,  people say if God allow it we just pray oke syg..

     I only have a 1 hope that 1 day u can become my "imam ". i hope it syg,... and thanks for evetything i always love u and only u oke syg..